I'm screwed!
Firstly, yesterday I was staying over in friend's house..
Because TN cut off electricity of the area I'm staying.. F U TN!
Then this morning I was so tired in the car and I fall asleep..
*45mins from my friend's house to college..
After that I almost knock down by car because I was thinking about Bio staff..
Then when i reach exam hall I found out that I didn't bring statement of entry..
So I'm later for exam to get that from office and I got not enough time to finish my paper..
20marks BLANK! WTF
To get an A I must not loss more than 20marks for this paper..
Plus I'm very uncertain with my answer..
I got not enough sleep, can't think well & I DIDN'T STUDY ENOUGH!
Although I had finish studying everything and I think I did quite well in trial..
But after 2 weeks holidays I FORGET EVERYTHING!
I SWEAR THAT I DID STUDY DURING HOLIDAY!
but my super f*cking brain can't perform well!
My brain always can't memorize things well..
I'm very forgetful..
OMG...I was hoping an A..and now my dream my hope all gone!
feel guilty & regret that I didnt manage my time well to study..
and of course didnt do Past Year question also one of the biggest problem..
I don't know how to face my dad..
3 more papers to go..
And I'm done with A-Level..
I'm scared..
I don't want make my parents & teacher disappointed :(
WHY AM I NOT BORN SMART!
WHY I CAN'T PERFORM WELL UNDER STRESS!
WHY MY BRAIN CAN'T MEMORIZE THINGS WELL!
WHY!
TELL ME WHY!?!
